These sorts of coded, subtextual ways of writing about homosexuality were often necessary, since up until the s British authors could be prosecuted for writing openly about homosexuality, and in the U. I am concerned for you, and would strongly encourage you to reach out to a helping professional — perhaps a counselor, a physician, or a pastor that you know — and ask for help.
B Suffering is a test of faith ie Job C Eve bit the apple and Adam joined in D The sins of our forefathers pass on to the 7th generation E Suffering builds character and teaches us lessons. I read His word n believe in it but nothing written there ever works for me.
I encourage you to reach out in whatever way you can whether to a friend, a church community, or a professional to get any support you might need. And no, I do not believe that he is answering , just the answer is no or wait.
What light? You built women to be slaves to man.